Went to the mailbox.. and there it was .. the formal invitation to meet and greet …Oh god!.. I need to do this .. It’ll be okay.. I cant explain the panic and dread this kind of invitation fills me with. I need to convey someone else.. I will need to be conversational and confident and well not say anything too weird.. I’ll need to be in work mode …..ah fuck… I’ve got a few days to summon that person….. I will need a lot more candles…and some kind of mantra or witchcraft where’s Pip .. She could cast me a good spell.. or maybe she too is still refining this one (much love xx).. . I know everyone else will most probably be feeling the same….. 2hrs is not that long, especially if there’s food and a toilet break….I won’t hide in the loo..I promise… I won’t promise… Worst case scenario I can last 20 minutes… I can do that..
So today…..A day in… time to collect thoughts and refine current ideas . Time to edit and time to not be precious… Some good outcomes today.. Ill let the pictures explain.. I feel good..
Currently: Waiting for a time lapse piece to work…..thought it was going to be quick but there’s no wind! .. will instagram it if it works although its looking like the 60 second window may be a bit of an ask! and it may be shite! we’ll see.. in the mean time grand vin de bordeaux….
P.S. incase you we worried.. cheese zit volcanos have subsided without eruption..
..Its weird being awake when everyone you know is dreaming.. after a day to myself I am currently counting the minutes when I hear my automated doorbell notify me that my people are up and off for an early morning walk.. I need to make sure I get out tomorrow…..
okay the fucking bike in the studio??? does anyone use this when there’s bikes and scooters outside the door that you can take and leave anywhere?? the tires are flat and there’s no pump? its just taking up space??? or maybe others use this?? should this be sold for funds?? its been here for years it was definitely here last time ….just putting it out there..ive thrown out all the dried up paints and have kind of reorganised things but the bike is a big one…
